It's no secret Bethel Music has rocked my world and my life has changed. This song is one huge example how
Anyway, I commented on YouTube and I got 5 likes :-)
Side-note: God is FUN.
Today though was not a fun day. I was actually supposed to go to school (KU) today for some records but I
So God's question, though harsh, is valid. He keeps telling me stuff, I keep ignoring Him. He said a bunch of times, "Don't be afraid, trust in God, trust also in me" (John 14:1) The song that just started playing is telling me the same thing. (Rauka by Kanjii Mbugua)
Lord, I don't know what to say. You amaze me. I'm blown away by your love. You know how many tears I've cried in awe of you. Why am I so scared when you are with me? I look to you. I have heard of your great works. You have given me victory, and I thank you.
What I wrote 1 month ago on Youtube is ministering to me now which is kinda funny and why I love blogging.
You see, victory is victory, there's no 2nd class victory with God. I am victorious. That's just who I am. God is moving on my behalf. I need to stop looking at myself or looking at the situation and look to God. I've ignored Him and that's what's causing all this fear and hopelessness. He's awesome though because the moment I turn my eyes toward Him, He comes running straight to me with arms wide open.