These verses resonate with me far more times than I can mention. I keep telling God, you are what I want, you are what I choose, still finding myself doig the completely contradictory thing. I've been there plenty of times and I kinda love that Paul was there too becasue we all know how God used him despite moments like this.
We can set up all the failure-proof mechanisms we can think of, but still find ourselves crushed under the weight of sin, but:
"The answer thank God is that Jesus Christ can and does!"